Dojo #228 – Biting Mercury

Zara is it just a coincidence that no one has their video on just curious

there are no coincidences cool you guys were waiting that’s cool that’s what I was doing sometimes maybe I thought I might have

locked it like somehow lock zoom out of video or whatever yeah

whoops oh he didn’t lock us out

cool I’ll be right there hi everybody

hi everybody hi everybody

[Music] you guys want to talk about tonight

everything everything that’s a lot we’re gonna have to extend the meeting I

I sometimes wish we could uh it’s me too me too most of the time most of the time

me too me too triggered just kidding so triggered

I can hear James getting his ice water I got my ice water and pour in my carpet

right now hey does anybody want a MOD tonight

other than gnome oh come on it’s not hard you you see it

done I’ve seen it done what do you do do it James you’d be mine you define it you

know if you want to be mod you could be mod and instantly say all right meetings over [ __ ] you guys if you want

that’s mod has mod runs the beating mod is Dom I think Debbie should do it

Debbie would be a good Dom she’s like shut up James

hey I just got here already picking on you

there’s a good obfuscation there James let’s let Debbie do it

you were in the in the cockpit you had all the

all the points waiting in you and you pulled Debbie out you said no no no no Debbie Debbie will James I don’t know

how to do it like I told you my technical difficult like what am I even supposed to do

um you just uh welcome to Dojo welcome to Dojo let me

mute everyone good to have you guys here good to have you guys here well okay well either you do it or I do it we

can’t both do it I don’t want it you do it you sure

three all right guys good to be here thanks for being here

um I do want to encourage you guys to consider uh modding um I think it’s just a good a good use

of electricity it also allows you to uh uh to play with the dojo more

which I think can be constructive um especially if you’ve been here for a while so um something to consider

uh but I’m happy to mod I’m honored to to mod tonight and it’s good to see you

guys um I don’t see any hands up I don’t really have

uh uh topics um

yeah I’ve been sort of reclusive but it’s not really like uh an emotional thing it’s just

I uh sometimes I start to write code and then I get quiet because I’m it’s really

fun enjoyable thing to be reclusive like that uh so it’s even harder for me to mod all of a sudden uh but but I’ll do

it and I’m glad to do it and I see there’s a hand up and coincidentally it’s James York so go ahead James

well it’s about not getting asked to mod sometimes I want I’m kidding

um so I don’t really have anything like Dojo related but there was something that

um was kind of on my mind like well and I I put it in telegram just as like

it’s almost like bait per se and to me I was trying to discern it today and it

felt like kind of yellow belt be because like I put it in there kind of jokingly

like hey like yesterday uh CERN said they turned on the LHC and uh now today

uh we blew up the George Guidestones and I’m like ugh I’m like

I I I I started to feel like I’m over it even before I uh clicked on the story but I’m like all right I’m gonna try to

do it I’m gonna try to participate a little bit here um so I did I threw it in there and like

you know it got it actually got kind of the proper reaction that I would expect from like a dojo crowd

ish um but then I started thinking about like

well what is that and why and why do I even um involve myself with that

kind of crap because it almost feels like

it almost feels like Chum for the yellow belt you know like we’re chumming the water

for the yellow belt and uh I’m hoping somebody can correct me on this or like help me discern it because

I didn’t really know where to go with it today um like well it certainly feels like

something but it always feels like something to me before I discern it but seeing how is we have a dojo meeting

tonight maybe somebody can uh offer some insight into that

I freaking love this topic um does anybody have anything on that

are you bored I’m always bored Jen okay first time

yes very good inside very good Insight so many points I can’t do it I cannot jump

in and try to Chum the Sharks I’m like take me to the beach let me just go get

lost and looking for pretty seashells I just ugh I don’t understand

wanting to get the crowd going in that way I just

there’s so many other things to do sorry I feel like I’m just [ __ ] on you and I’m like why but why

uh I don’t know that’s that’s all I asked there’s a good luck out there

thing here happening there’s different I want to jump in here because I read that and I don’t know

whether I read it before or after and our power went down very briefly

and my internet didn’t work and I thought I wonder if that’s the reverberation from a certain experiment

but that’s all I did I was like I wonder if this matter related so I thank you when you post anything

like that I I look at it and I just let it sit there and see if I notice anything

so that’s what I noticed today and also the Johnny’s dog

but that’s another story thank you okay not everyone’s in telegrams just so you know I don’t know

what that means oh done if you want to do that I’m just I’m just saying that not everyone in here is in Telegram

oh well Johnny I guess if John is Johnny here because I don’t want to tell his story

anyway we’ll see if that comes up so well or if I open the topic but no I

don’t even want to touch that topic I’m still livid um I got Victory all about how people

treat animals and um yeah

but I can let that go and I can take my hand out and it wasn’t Johnny that treated it

badly as the person that bought it from well either talk about it or don’t

thank you either one it’s cool either one’s fine I just I don’t know what you’re talking about so okay well Donny

had I think 20 puppies he had two lizards of puppies beautiful puppies Pyrenees puppies

and a man bought one with his feet but can’t uh it’s Tommy’s story I can’t tell

Johnny story I’m sorry okay so anything on James York though what James York was talking about

Elizabeth yes back to the CERN and him posting it it’s just it’s not upsetting

when you do that I think okay more information to look at or not

it was it a game changed I didn’t feel like it was a game last night you were

just curious to see what people thought of it and I didn’t reply but

did I misunderstand what you were saying that you did it as a

as a game well well maybe a little bit um well what I’m saying a little bit is

uh I feel like I was even throwing a little Chum in the water for the dojo Kickback because you know there’s a lot

of different uh Perceptions in there there’s a lot of different people in there and um my perception of it I’m not

sure is exactly uh what everyone else is and I’m not sure that exactly what I was

trying to say came across in there I almost felt like I was throwing in like I’m saying Elizabeth uh a little yell

about Chum in the water because that’s how I feel like it reads sometimes like

okay like uh certain turn on the LHC okay so what uh okay it’s like uh George

Gladstone’s uh we’ve got uh one of its legs blown off today okay so what and I actually

there’s a person in there spectral she joins us sometimes she’s one of our friends she actually uh kind of gave

some nice rebuttal and she was like [ __ ] those stones like it’s really cool that

they put uh stones out in the middle of nowhere so that people can throw their voice against Authority and I I thought

that that was a really cool way to look at it but uh no I’m just saying like it’s just interesting to see the

different opinions that uh that come out of the same story so why I’m bringing it

up is because well I was even interested in my own electricity on how it felt

today you know um is there such thing as yellow belt Chum in the water and I

think there is and I just was wondering how you guys felt about that I was excited to hear the Georgetown

um guidepost got whatever they’re called I’m sorry I’m really really stoned and

so being articulate is no longer something I’m very good at but I was

excited I thought yay well maybe you know maybe something really is going on because I don’t know what’s real or not

anymore except what’s going on with me and I know the power went out and I noticed my

internet went down two separate occasions without the power going out and I just oh okay I feel good world is

shaking up yay because I’m I’m always saying but beam me up Scotty

and Scotty’s not beaming me up and I’m not sick and I’m not dying but it’s like what the

[ __ ] are we living for watching all of this when I can go into my own world

yep it’s pretty stoned but it’s I’m having fun painting I’m making my own

life joyful and so when I see the George Georgia Guidestones is that what they’re

called those things with how they want to decimate the world coming down it’s like Yay some some side

is winning which side is I don’t know but I’m glad to see those suckers down if in fact they did go down

because who knows anyway here we go I’ll be quiet now

I can say something on the dojo Kickback uh I tried to post in there

uh when we were right out there talking about hospice there was a new kind of Dr

kevorkian-ish headline and um going the New York posts the way that

the headline read it seemed like it was a joke like it was some some young person that uh had some illness that had

gone on forever and then they it was like they had a party and then they said they had enough and I actually looked at it I didn’t

read the article when I posted into the kickback whatever but I got zero response from what I could tell I mean

there were so many messages after when I went back again and then I kind of realized that it doesn’t like I have no

way of telling who actually comes to the dojo that’s in the telegram group

so I don’t know that was just like a I I don’t know if I really that telegram

group is for for me I wish there was a way to talk to the people from the dojo uh specifically instead of just like

look at me and sort of that’s my I have something important myself too but that was aesthetic what

James said oh gotcha Brandon so you got another

topic um yeah is there other hand saw I I think

we’re still on this and and I’m just acknowledging that I got you man I appreciate that uh I think no this is

probably related right uh sort of yes and no uh just on the on

the guidestone part I did see the story where someone apparently an explosive was set off at the Georgia Guidestones

and one of the tablets was [ __ ] up uh that’s the short version of it uh and the only thing that struck me is that

like I think this has been around for a little while now and it felt like they got a lot more witness over the last couple years

um and so it just felt appropriate that they would suddenly be involved in something um like they just kind of Drew more you

know Prana into themselves and someone went and reaped it in some form or another yeah um so uh I thought that was kind of cool

actually because for the most part they’ve been kind of lame to me they just they don’t I don’t know they just

um so uh and then the other stuff I have about is about other stuff so uh we can finish this up great I’m gonna throw

down on on this uh two exactly going off what noon just said because uh first of

all I think the Georgia Guidestones are really cool um because they elicit peculiarity from

us in to address James’s point I don’t think it’s really Chum I think it’s Chum

if you if you feel that what you’re bringing to the plate is to the buffet is a throwaway it’s like bringing a bag

of bite Size Snickers to a potluck you’re technically you did it right like

you you did it you showed up and you and you brought something but but maybe what you brought feels kind of chummy but I

want to remind everybody that regardless of what the issue is regardless of what’s been thrown on the table what’s

really happening is is that people are coming together and they’re eating but

what they’re eating is news they’re just eating things that are new and the entire purpose of the eating ritual is

really to give people an excuse to interact with each other and so I’m just trying to say that most of the time the

subjects that we even bring up are really props but we tend to to really take them too

seriously but there they’ve always been the MacGuffin the the little mitt bring Soul the the trinket that that’s that’s

just needed to tangibly the Talking Stick right it’s not that the Talking Stick has this secret power from Thor

right that has all these things in it it’s just the excuse that we have to to Interchange and so I think the more

sacred clown posture about these things James is to enjoy

throwing uh things in into the table because you think that people at the

potluck would go holy [ __ ] who brought this either in a that’s really deeply

good and nutritious way or in a holy [ __ ] that’s the most disgusting thing I’ve ever had but it’s fascinating it’s

totally fascinating and then you would be there going that’s that’s where I brought them that’s why I brought him yeah salted leech dongs I didn’t even

know they had such a thing but [ __ ] salted leech Stones who would not want to just experience that their assaulted

leech dogs and I brought them in a plate right now next to cheese so the excuse

is is the subject itself the the connection that you make towards humans in this process is really what’s

happening Luke’s we are change technically pushes fear but really what

it’s doing is it’s giving the audience an opportunity to to eat each other to converse to have a prawn economy in

exchange with each other to feel the Brethren trip or the unity kind of like what we talked about before so in a lot

of ways I think it’s a throwaway and it’s a sacred clown you could sort of use that to your advantage because it’s

just a prop it’s a toy gun it’s not a real gun and you know that and can play

that in relation and that’s completely what I was trying to say is that the mere fact of blowing a leg off of that

Tower and why I called it Chum was well it’s Chum right let’s get some people

together to have a conversation about it and I’m not even saying it’s bad I think it’s a good thing I think it’s it’s a

good thing like yeah we see these stories all the time and it gets us together and it unites us really but

it’s just fun to see it so I was just seeing what everyone else thought about it yeah and it’s interesting to watch

that the people that typically bring food to the table such as really graceful or Robert safer for example

that’s what they did all day and you know that because their video came out a few hours ago so you know as soon as

they wake up they’re like oh [ __ ] I’m gonna do a video about this and those things take a long time so you know this

morning they were bringing home the bacon they were prepping the kill for

the table tonight and that kill would be this subject or this piece of furniture and how they’re going to present it is

really more about what attracts us to these different voices including you versus what’s actually true or what we

even know to be true right it’s more the posture that’s elicited from from the event anyway

um I think it’s cool to think about stuff like this because we lose ourselves by taking the prop too

seriously and we find ourselves by realizing none of this stuff we can prove is true anyway but how we interact

with each other how we can enjoy the story is something else Alberton Georgia is actually a massive uh stone quarry uh

no one likes this in the chunk Community but I really think that the reason why

the Georgia Guidestones are there is a very boring reason uh those guys have some of the biggest stone cutting tools

in the South it’s the only source of Carrera marble uh our own version of Carrera marble that we can find and I

they make more tombstones than anywhere else in Georgia and I think what you’re looking at is is that they like to test

their equipment they like to make [ __ ] because they have to make sure they’re stone cutting and they’re etching and all their waiting tools work and they

need an example of something large that they could use to kind of showcase that as you build up business you no longer

need the Showcase and if you apply mystery and anonymity to a sculpture you’ve just turned it into something

magical why because no one’s claiming The Prana credit saying we’re the ones that did it because of that the product

credit ends up being a potlatch stored in the center of the Guidestones and we’re seeing that now it ends up having

this larger footprint because none of us actually claimed it and said that’s mine and we were just doing that to test out

the new font cutter that we have we have a serif font cutter in our main CNC now

that cuts through [ __ ] Granite it can do an inch thick serif face of any type

size uh larger than 152 points in stone and people were like no wait it’s like

yes way I’ll show you and all the characters would need to be in all the languages to Showcase that

the CNC works this is a very boring explanation isn’t it no one would want to eat this or share it with others or

take it home in a doggy bag right this is like oh it’s kind of a boring Buffet today yeah tasted Bland everything was

Bland there was no leech dongs in it right so this is part of the communication thing which means it’s not

really a truth movement as much as it’s a comfort movement and I mean that not in a critical way we’re we’re here to

have fun we’re here to enjoy our meals right and I think we see that truth a lot uh coming through here

that’s all I got to say on that anyone else on that on that one for James open witness for James oh no I

just want to talk about the Guidestones real quick because Elberton or whatever it’s called I was there last last year

and I found it way more fascinating all of the Just dead marble on the sides of

the road all over the place it was insane the the Guidestones for me

personally they’re surrounded by the way by a Cyclone Fence it’s it’s hilarious

driving up to it but it’s driving through the town and the windy roads and just seeing all of this discarded Earth

just just Rubble that was way more fascinating to me than the actual stones

but that’s it a friend of mine sent me

a friend of mine sent me today the link of the Georgia guidestone that they were

blown up and I said I guess it was a Taliban you know they like to blow up things

um I’m not the news guy anymore maybe earlier but like if we can unravel these

things more when we look in the past as we actually see it guess what happened

there and my first opinion was a Taliban stuff and to the dojo thing I think the

kickback except of the name it has no it isn’t related to the dojo group to the

frequency here I’m honest I use it to communicate with suck and some people

sometimes but I’m not involved too deep on this like you said James there are

much two levels of people in it too much stuff and when

I look at what happened here what we are talking here about it nearly had nothing

to do uh with the dojo here and the dojo group that’s my how I see these things

and I want to make a pause when if you want to take off this topic because I

won’t change the direction but I give some room to clear this so I mute

now clear the palette and I just wanted to

say one thing really quick about the dojo Kickback group I’m glad it’s there I’m a big fan of sarc I just think he’s

really just a sharp guy um I wish he’d come in to Dojo but

there’s not an expectation I have of him if I could have my druthers that name of that group would not be Dojo Kickback it

would just be really just anything else because it’s not actually related to the dojo

additionally I’m not in that group anymore and I just want you guys to know that it’s purely 100 has only to do with

the stalker issue I had and I had to leave on very uh salacious

terms in the group with typing because I really wanted to send a message that this person who’s already said they’re

not sorry for for violating my property here uh I want them to know that look

this is not going to work so I just want you to know that there might be a weird thing about well James isn’t in I just

want you to know what happened with me that I still uh love that group I wish that that telegram was an option for me

right now but right now I’ve decided to uninstall Telegram and to step away from that but it’s purely because of this

stalker issue and has nothing to do with the group and I’m noticing now that when

we’re talking about things that came up in the dojo telegram group it’s now irritating me because I’m not in that

group and so I’d like us not to do that because I know I’m not the only person here that’s not watching telegram all

the time so that could be interpreted as James is trying to shut down the telegram group and I’m not I just want

us to know that this is not a group where we can freely move topics between Telegram and here that that’s never

going to work it’s okay to bring something up but you need to do us all a favor and present the plate properly

which is to say I brought up a topic today in telegram group about blah blah

blah and someone said this and someone said that that’s a great way it’s a very valid topic please bring it but uh just

just remember that too so um anything about the dojo telegram

group did you buy anything

all right Mo go ahead my friend cleanse the palate okay thank you yeah

in my situation now um I’m in a kind of loop

I wouldn’t call it a nightmare about this uh like a weird Beetlejuice fantasy

where I live you know I told you before I was caretaker for my dad for an office

you know like a male set of problems with their brothers and sisters I had

then you know after the time everyone every one of my

sister of my brothers and I have one sister want to be on the pedestal you know I’m in charge now I’m in charge now

and uh actually uh now it’s so no one talked to no one anymore

from them my sister spoke with didn’t don’t talk with each other

and I’m like the [ __ ] Switzerland you know but everybody talks to me are in contact with me and a long time ago I

quit those things tell him this and tell him that they are so I’m out of this thing and um like in the caretaker time

uh every uh heavy decision was lean on me at that

time and now I told you for last uh Wednesday my

father-in-law died and I’m in the same situation

otherwise but like the same you know um his son he’s actually a good guy but

he has no electricity to be in charge he won’t do it he can’t do it he’s glad

that I’m there you know and this thing turns in a

Rocky Horror Picture hyena freak Show you know

um it’s weird how people are who are who were thousands of kilometers far away

can make trouble here in Germany you know my uh my mother-in-law is African

but my father-in-law was a German guy and everybody in Senegal now want to

hurry you know yeah we might we must make the funeral they want to read Quran

in the mosque and so but in the Islamic tradition you can make it when the body is buried you know but he is

you know why you want a Muslim way uh when he he’s not a mother you know and

his funeral is next week and every day we get calls from Senegal

bringing problems now that we have trouble you know my my wife has

discussions with her mother every day um they won’t make things things happen but

her son um yeah he’s like a chilling guy and I’m

uh unfortunately or fortunately I don’t know I’m the one who must hold the piece

together here you make the Diplomatic work between wife and mother between

brother you know at the situation with my father it was easy I was his son son you know

I’m the one who can who can say in the

easiest form I’m out of it because I’m out of the ring but when everybody is

out who’s in you know um yeah I’m now in a situation I I’m

bathing in vitriol every day you know uh it’s a weird stuff and a great struggle

uh one day we call you know the the sister of my mother-in-law

my wife spent his um first eight years when her mother was in

Sweden by her aunt and she really lived like a nightmare Cinderella like life

with her she’s not cool with her and the and the her out of the one every day she

calls and he she will be in charge she will take control and

will say how things go work and her little sister you know they have this

politics and my wife has other politic and uh it’s just no compassion for anyone

around here and it’s strange man I I don’t know I want to tell you know

Friday was topic related because ml told story and I feel very related to it and yeah I

want to speak out that maybe in a week or in two weeks I tell you a different story when the things when the waves go

down when he’s when we have the funeral when he buried to Earth

um when we give him to the side back but

this week’s it’s rough but it’s really rough

um yeah that’s about all I want to say

is there a source that you feel is draining you more MO please again because you’re a source

where you feel drained more than in other places other aspects whether it be person or subject or topic or anything

like that everybody makes a topic about teams uh

the the anger is a big from my wife who I want

the love to the system for my mother-in-law and her sister is so you

know and they give you know about at my father’s situation

for me was easy to say okay I’m in charge but nobody is because it’s my father and here I must climb up the

ladder every day you know the I have described discussions with everyone I

want to make compassion for their situation for no one is easy I

understand the point of my wife definitely but I know uh the

relationship between sisters and the other relationship you know and she

um her aunt is uh the oldest sister in the family like the mother

20 years older than my mother-in-law like not really like sisters she she’s

like a second mother and um it’s the big up and stones

uh I yeah you know like yesterday it was we

talked it was easy everybody calmed down today again another call came from Senegal and

every time it released in a big discussion uh we take my mother to us

because she won’t stay alone at home you know and that makes the situation easier

we are all together the children are everybody’s here and the situation are

between I am yeah uh I feel like I must

be in like an octopus or spider to have eight arms to hold everybody in the

hands but I can’t and I like you said the energy of Prana is not Limitless you

know we are like better if we must rest not sleep and charge up and down and that’s uh the hardest part

but uh um you know I have been so long in the

pit in my life that I’ve uh give have trust in life and Flow State and in the

end when you give oh you come back to land even in a few deep oceans

um that I learned to be thankful when you even if when you have no reason

for when [ __ ] goes down you know and that’s one thing that holds me uh up on

water with my nose and mouths for seconds uh when I

go forward I will come back to land uh now I feel like an ocean sometimes

drowning you know but I have no way to go forward there’s no other options

otherwise yeah and I know it will be good everything take time but when you when you’re in

the hurricane it’s not not easy with uh there was a speed and so on yeah I

want to share with you why like you know one thing I’ve said to you

earlier you know you studied philosophy you know and make a whole turn in your

life Navy and so on Wilderness and now you have like Plateau you on full we are

in a philosopher’s School of um of advanced Scholars that’s uh that’s

the mystery of life that’s a great thing and um this Dojo here even if you are

thousands of kilometers far where you are near nearer to me to minus my nearest

unfest we say here and yeah that’s the reason why that’s why I want to share

thank you everybody for your time and listening to me thank you Moe you know

one of the tactics you’ve got down really well which is the Flow State and

it served you well I’ve seen it serve you well before and it’s great and I know you’re not actually asking

for advice and so in addition to the witness I do want to offer one more thing which is that

when you see your wife being destroyed by the words of her family member

what you’re really seeing is is that your wife has a deep vulnerable love for

the person that is destroying her right now with words

and it ends up being a uh a kind of gratitude gold mine for you

because you get to look at the filter of the love that’s being exchanged through

the vitriolic poisonous hateful spiteful feelings or words that are being

broadcast between the two that ultimately it’s an agreement between between two people

that have a deep connection that says I am vulnerable to you therefore you have to be careful about what you say to me

and the other one’s like well I’m vulnerable to you and you’ve never even acknowledged how vulnerable I’ve been to you the whole time both these things are

are deeply loving forms of of expressing uh a commitment and a uh uh

a meshing you know and there’s a lot of gratitude and Power in there there’s a lot of comfort to be

able to sit in there and watch that happen and to watch that interaction and

it doesn’t have to feel draining because you’re just watching people uh really

just participate in their favorite form of exercise with the person that they love

they’re they’re penetrating and venting as much as they can because they trust this person so much to be able to have

this kind of exchange and it becomes a beautiful dramatic sometimes even erotic process

when you watch this I’m not trying to get weird on you but I’m trying to say that you may have noticed that sometimes

you will get turned on when your partner is upset I’m not saying that it’s a real thing but but it does happen and I’m

saying that I think you’re looking at the same kind of energy the reason why you’re turned on that your partner is

upset is because truthfully what your partner’s shown you is just how vulnerable she’s been to you this whole

time just how gentle and how vulnerable her genitals are her the field of her

genitals have always been exposed to you in this very uh dangerous kind of way

and that would make sense that that would uh make you feel excited you would

feel uh honored you’d feel and so when you’re watching these battles the Battle

Star Galactica in your living room what you’re really doing is someone’s giving you an intimate seat into their cockpit

as they’re battling these deep deep kind of emotional Wars you know and it

becomes something you can engage because you now see it as very much constructive it’s not destructive it’s constructive

that’s why I’m engaging to this don’t say I want to be outside of and like you

said uh you know in the I see the light in the dark so it’s the Deep law

underneath of all these interactions and I want to add I appreciate all witness

advice or anything that comes from Dojo um from everyone so feel free to say

what you want to this right on yeah open witness for MO

yeah I have something it’s frustrating to

hear someone say that they feel like they have to do anything ever so I’m always listening if someone says I feel

like I have to I feel like I have to um because I feel like I have to a lot and that’s one of the things that bugs

me the most about life is feeling like you have to do something because that’s not really a flow state

so and I know you want to be a part of this and you have to be part of it it’s your family but when you say that you

have to be the glue or like you’re the one that keeps it all together

I wonder what it would look like if you if if you didn’t feel like you had to keep it all together for them

like it’s really hard not to be the fixer when you’re the fixer when you’re the

one because it gives you a lot of oh makes me feel good my whole family comes to me

I’m not maybe I’d choose the wrong word when I decided to uh do things that I

want to do things I see somebody have to do something then

I decide okay no one do something and it’s not so that I’m um always the poor beer you know the

honey beer and so on I have a lot of discussions too and sometimes I go out of the ring to because that they feel

the absence is like a ping pong of things I’m interacted in every way of action and that’s uh I I’m not the only

go to make jokes or um uh happy that oh everybody wants to be happier oh well no

not this time that’s certainly not the way to fix everything either is just by being like Oh it’s gonna be okay no it’s like no I

can help even just being the one that gets all the bad news in your all the horrible [ __ ] that everyone has to say

can feel really good as the person who is like an example for a few days I have

a discussion with my wife where she says something to her mother and like come to

her and she said you know that was awful what you did say I’m you man I have to I

have to tell you these things I have to tell you that when I see that in my view

you act wrong I have to tell you that and not all you did well or something like that

um do you tell the other do you tell the other family members the same thing or do you and your wife

I learned a long time ago not to keep things inside me you know I would get

canceled or something like you I would get sick when I have to tell something and I keep it inside and you know

everything’s fine I’m not that kind of person anymore we all learn these things

and I have decided myself I can’t do that not even for for the other ones it’s for me Self Protection you know

true it’s true um I have kind of a keep it in kind of person but not in a unhealthy way more

in like a let me think on that for a little while it’s not reactionary it’s like yeah sometimes it’s good when you

decide when you decide you know it thinks for me it’s good so but when

you have to say something and you don’t that’s then I’m healthy I think yeah it’s hard you know a good good times bad

times there’s like a roller coaster and uh like I said I want to share this moments with you not uh not only things

that I have accomplished or something like that yeah but yeah I guess I just think that

you and your wife probably have a special Allegiance and everybody else is like extended family and you two have

decided that you’re going to be in this together and so maybe everyone else should get the same kind of access to

you that your wife gets maybe they don’t need to hear that is because maybe that’s what’s so overwhelming is like

you feel like everyone needs to know exactly what everyone else is feeling and you’re in charge of the transparency

but maybe let them be in charge of it you know he is only her mother me and

her stepbrother it’s the the circle is not so big the the the Betrayal come from outside like I said

thousand kilometer per way in car in form of a telephone call you know that’s the weird thing of this that’s the

electricity comes here and make a big hurricane it’s a weird stuff and yeah

thank you Jen anybody else

quickly I just want to say that I mean I appreciate MO uh if and if I understand him correctly

saying that he feels like he gets some of his power from being open about the way he feels with things that

I I feel like uh I have a tendency to try to want to be an open book it’s an inclination of mine but oftentimes I

worry about what I’m putting on others by constantly needing myself to be understood but uh

that um it’s a relief to hear Mo talk about uh him getting some power from that as well

yeah you can be insecure and so therefore you over share and then people if they’re not tuned in

to their radar they will think the overshare is a sign of confidence when in fact you’re insecure because you

don’t feel like it’s you’re allowed to hold anything from anyone else and so you just want all your cards on the table

I used to think that that was Brave but then I realized actually that was me saying I was afraid of the River card

I I was afraid of getting in the hand and and actually playing

um and so the way I would fix that is to go into every poker game and say hey everybody I think we should just be

honest and I’ve got an Ace and seven and you know let’s just take turns winning let’s see how this tactic works and

sometimes that tactic works sometimes but most of the time it doesn’t and then I get to walk out and pull my pockets

out of my pants and explain how I was robbed and it was so unfair and I went in with all this honesty and integrity

and look what happened to me this is such a rip-off I can’t believe that this world even exists are you going to stand

by and let this happen to you that was that was my entire teenage years it was

let me build this Ruth Goldberg device and see if I can make it run can I get

Perpetual free energy off this device called whining off this position and posture called

victimhood and it it’s not really profitable for me some people you go really far with that

really really far so I’m not even trying to knock that I’m just saying that for me it hasn’t worked out

is what we’re all I think most sounds a little more assertive with it with his method than I probably sound with mine

I want to ask you something you know it’s not that I’m an open book like I said earlier when we have Ramadan and

our related ones come I am very excited you know I it’s only when I decide I

want I have to say something then I do it but when I when a group um some in some

foreign

you know like I told before I I live in the severe of Babylon I can’t be a open

book you know for you James if I was near you you never run out of her that’s

my uh that’s my kind of job and um I can’t be

an open book when I be too open I have to take the consequences to be silent is a part of

my job to know where I can say something and why I can’t uh I I’m not doing it

every time right by uh like a gas pedal I learned to when I step on a gas and

when I go break you know this kind of thing

I think not not saying something can be very powerful sometimes

you know especially when you when it’s automatic you just wanna

release in that moment if you go against that you can always let it out but that

there’s a lot of power in that sometimes you have to close your mouth to make a pearl yeah the power of the secret

creates that field around you where you feel you feel empowered because you know

something other people don’t it doesn’t matter if this is nefarious or you think it’s nefarious or if you

think it’s innocent or you it doesn’t matter this is just a simple how energy works and if you’re approaching the

situation from 40 percent you have no choice but to know and to feel wholeheartedly that I have 60 left

and how do you know that because you’ve spent so many calories making sure that you’re only going to show 40 percent

and so you end up preserving that you end up saying hold back guys you guys come here now you guys are my core I’m

not sending you out there for the hot and tots we’re going to let the new guys go out and have their shot at the hot and tots you guys are my core you’re

staying here you now feel really good and anyone looking at you is like God

he’s not afraid of hot and tots or nothing he’s having a great time in there I hear music right and that

attracts people to your posture and the MacGuffin which is the furniture of what we’re talking about suddenly goes away

and people change the subject because they just want to get on that same posture Vibe it’s like how do I get on

that posture vibe that you got you’re like I just Flow State baby 60 percent that’s all you got to do and then people

start to learn that too and it becomes the new Norm in your home and next thing you know everybody’s like super freaking

lit in your house because everyone’s resonating with each other and how do we do that holding energy back

it’s like the antithesis of what the empath has been sworn on their sacred

Crusader mission to save the world the empath is being told no you’re going to

[ __ ] it all up you kidding no I want you to go bury this take your treasure and bury 60 of it

it’s hard work for an empath very hard psychopath no problem they do that all

day long that’s why the empath finds it so hard because I’m not a psychopath I’m a psychopath yes you are

you’re the polarity of a psychopath same thing

open Wednesday one no go ahead my friend

uh so a quick update on kitten I just wanted to let you guys know that the uh

transition of the kitten into the house has been amazing and I mentioned when I was even considering the adoption that I

thought the kid might be able to help with some issues with the other cats and the dogs and it’s worked in ways that I didn’t expect like one of the cats that

was overly timid with the dogs for no reason watched the kitten like just be around the dogs and not get mauled and

is now hanging out with the family again kind of thing so it’s just it’s been so Random uh and cool

um but the main reason I’ve raised my hands actually I just wanted to talk about some of my reactions to your stream uh today uh James because I’ve

watched a lot of detransition interviews uh by this dude Benjamin Boyce who’s just

badass he’s like the the like if you anyone is ever having issues about trying to understand that issue I can’t

recommend his interviews enough about detransitioning um and uh that one of the slides that

you had talked about how the online factor is such a big deal um and that plays over and over and over

and over and over again in all these interviews and again these are just D transition interviews that’s one snapshot image of the process that we’re

talking about here and where it can go um but that comes up over and over again as far as how they get access to it and

how the kind of reward Cycles start to get built up through it

um and the grooming for a lack of better term uh can often happen through that

um and so particularly when you were talking about the notion of the high energy like being an expression of the

over energy that initially I was having these weird reactions because like even now we’re starting to see that autism is

there tend to be higher on that spectrum of autism the ones that are doing the transitioning and I think a lot of it is

it’s weird like the vaccine issue is involved because it’s in in my opinion uh my belief is that it is injuring some

of these kids and their ability to interact socially um and the same way we all have when we were growing up in an adolescence and

everything but there it to a more extreme version because they are actually autistic from the damage and

then they’re offered this Panacea of we’ve got your answer and and everyone will suddenly react to them in a way

where it is the answer like it isn’t an actual answer for at least a while I’m

not saying it will be permanently an answer but for at least a while it is a [ __ ] answer uh it’s weird but it’s

not like I couldn’t see where the higher energy part was because what I’m seeing is mostly it’s an it’s a lower energy

crowd in a way it’s a people that are struggling on a more basic levels right they’re shedding electricity just to get

by a normal life there to me they would have to be lower energy uh by that

by that disability in a sense um but at the same time recently I

randomly stoned across a video of some channel that shows interviews with people that were alive in the 1800s

um and one of the guys that was uh one of the clips they showed was a cousin or a brother of Wyatt Earp that was also a

law guy a marshal uh and they were asking him about his job and they were like do you think it was more difficult initially he was like yes and they’re

like why and he’s like well you know back then everyone was way more honest like you could live up leave a pile of

gold in your house with the doors wide open and it was as safe as a bank and so the guy was like well then why

was your job harder back then he’s like oh because I had to do everything I was the Jailer the detective the agent the I

did the whole the whole thing and when we look back in the past we

tend to lionize that type of thing as like this amazing high energy state but

I wonder if it’s if that’s actually just a state that’s closer to that whole needs of shelter comfort and security

and all that which is actually kind of basically a lower energy State and so what you were sort of arguing in the

sense that we are overall in the arc at a higher energy point and we’re now expressing it in these weird ass [ __ ]

ways because we don’t know how to deal with the energy I can see that in the nature of the transgender stuff but when

it comes to the individuals to that fractal I kind of don’t it’s almost like a paradox because they’re they’re the

opposite of that they’re they’re the lowest energy they’re looking for a life raft and suddenly someone is throwing them something that looks like one and

on a short-term basis it kind of is one which is one of the reasons I think it’s so attractive uh but in the long term as

other slides showed it’s really not um so anyway I just that’s

well um I think the reason why it it looks like they they have lower energy

is because all you’re doing is watching them shed all the time and the only way you could watch them shed all the time

is if they had a an abundance of energy that Wyatt Earp’s time didn’t have

before right so you’re watching their reaction too holy [ __ ] I gotta get rid of this energy

like as soon as they wake up that’s that’s what they instantly think is I have to drain all of this right now I

gotta get rid of it what can I do and they look in the food court for where they can drain energy and boom the

answer is right there it’s like staring at him right in the face the dysphoria

could be teenage angst but just like we have the

think about how many times the newest diet now fixes everything that was

broken with the diet that came before it and now this diet is the number one answer and it’s never been tried before

no one’s ever thought of this it goes completely against the opposite of last Summer’s diet which was completely the

perfect solution that blew away all the other diets in the past and what you’re watching is is that that we’re not out

for Solutions we’re out for answers that we get to go home and in Sister Solutions that’s what we’re hungry for

and it shows that showcase of where the energy appetite is and how much we’re

willing to to actually claim hence the detransition if people don’t know that

word detransition is someone that has either been on hormone blockers or has actually been presenting themselves as

as someone different and then they decide this is [ __ ] up I don’t want to do this anymore for whatever reason that

that’s just what that what that term means and I’ve I find this subject fascinating I could do a whole other

episode about it I don’t know if I will because it’s just a really tricky subject to talk about but I think a lot

of it has to do with the Animus in the anime that are deeper sexual attractions

that we have towards the other sex come from a purposely ingrained built-in uh

compatibility match that we have and so we end up feeling attracted to that

person and that the exact same way that we would have this uh jungian archetypal relationship with our sacred feminine or

the opposite of our sex that all you’re doing is watching all this electricity so [ __ ] strong that it’s literally

manifesting in the world and it doesn’t have to be real it doesn’t all it takes is belief all it

takes is electricity and you can make it whatever you want you can make a hyena penis out of a vagina

and all it takes is just a little bit of stretch marks that’s not even a joke that’s like legit nature it’s so weird

open witness on this one

I’m glad you brought up can you guys hear me um yep okay

hang on I’m glad you brought up the sexuality or

the masculine feminine because I feel like that going back through my lifetime

everything’s going to always relate back to me because I just think about myself all the time um and and who I chose as partners in my

youth and even still now like I always tried to stay away from the Macho Man

and it wasn’t because I was a feminist I’ve never related to that either but it

was that I wanted more of an even playing field like I had enough masculine energy that I wasn’t looking

for that and someone else and um I think that’s very much playing into what we’re seeing

now is um everyone is there is more energy because we’re understanding that we have both the

energies in US and um so you you see all of this stuff about

the Divine masculine and the divine feminine I think that’s why um

I think that’s why all of this is playing out in the way that it is because people realize that uh

yeah I’ve already said it I’m just gonna repeat myself now but does that make sense that

um yeah well that’s all I’m done um open witness on that Charlotte

I think that many of us aren’t even willing to talk about it

and I think because of that you’re watching a whole generation that is having all this giant allowance that

they didn’t have before and we’re watching them spend it sometimes pretty [ __ ] poorly

and one of the reasons why they’re spinning it so poorly is because no one’s willing to talk about it

no one’s willing to discuss discuss these kinds of things and it it ends up uh creating

I think the reason why Herbert Hoover was a cross-dresser

is because if he created the idea that he was a

cross-dresser he would create a secret between him and the rest of the world

and it was literally a way of hacking his system to be able to keep up a boundary or a

defense or a secure immune system field

and I think in a world that’s attacking your myocardial wall that we’re being human trafficked in yellow shipping

containers and we’re being subjected to a a really gross menagerie of everyone

pretending that everything’s normal you will see these kinds of things

manifest in the individual and those manifestations will flux and

change based on the Tremors of the propaganda of the time

and if that doesn’t work anymore if the trans agenda fits and everyone is

now cross-dressing in public we will create another psychic [ __ ]

deviant way of creating privacy in ourselves and it will be even more uh salaciously

uh volatile then the trans agenda will be and it

will be more because of the the mechanics of fashion that even when we go retro and we try

and bring back the 70s we have no choice but still trying to amp the 70s more so

that it’s not the same thing so yes we’re retroactively using the fashion but we still have to turn it up

how do we turn it up everybody’s a [ __ ] drag queen everybody’s a druggie everyone’s uh uh

no one’s anything whatever that you have no choice because of the

laws of thermody fashion thermodynamic fashion you have no choice but things will only

get weirder things will only get more [ __ ] huh because that’s what we demand because we

keep insisting that we will never [ __ ] talk about this and so people

end up finding the internet I didn’t say that today but most of these spikes occurred with the invention

of the internet people found this genre to put this electricity into because no

one was saying a [ __ ] word that’s really I think what what causes this Brew to ferment and for the for the

new the new alcohol to to turn open witness on that

well and the people that a society in general has appointed to generally be The Gatekeepers that should say

something to the person have been told that all they get to do is affirm like or they get like literally like

sanctioned uh professionally it’s insane like it’s it’s like you want to talk

about the upside down man we’re there uh on that one it’s kind of similar that if I do a video tomorrow explaining how

mundane Alberton Georgia is and that they only had to move those Guidestones about 60 yards like and they had a giant

truck and all of it was free that that video would get like zero hits and no

one would give a [ __ ] about it it’s the same thing I I would be starved because I wasn’t feeding the vernacular properly

the fashion of the vernacular really really steers this more than we think and if everyone was keeping 60

then all of these things wouldn’t be true say just be Furniture they’d just be macguffins out there that none of us

were actually taking seriously anyway everyone would become a sacred clown then the amazing amazing to see

Brandon go ahead okay I’m not exactly sure if uh

this is I don’t think I needed one advice or anything but I just did something today where I I went against

my instincts as far as how I feel about like the modern medical situation or

whatever and I guess it’s creating a personal vitriol of getting the Lexicon correct

basically uh I’m in Columbia now and I found one place that supposedly does the

smart protocol for mercury amalgam fillings being removed and uh

the the first interaction like the consultation didn’t go exactly as

smoothly as I as I liked when when you go into like the check-in space they

also have like a sign where they’re you know advertising Botox so it’s not

necessarily like the the sensor balance Center or whatever is not

necessarily like aligned with my ideals but anyway I went and I I sat down for

the consultation and they looked at my teeth and uh the person spoke English so I was able to interact I had my wife

there so she did some talking on the side um basically they demanded

that have x-rays done which you know to get down here I walked

through the X-ray machine I was running late and I didn’t really have time to opt for the like to opt out and I didn’t

really realize that I could opt out going forward I think I will try to take advantage of that but basically I ended

up getting strip searched anyway because I have like a hernia or something and they it showed up and they needed to

like see it or whatever so anyway basically I went to I I did a little bit of

research supposedly now they have digital x-rays which

has less radiation than what the typical film x-rays

and I sat down and you know my wife couldn’t be with me for

that part so this was at a different place not at the clinic where the

Dentistry would be happening but basically you know I was by myself and the person

is telling me to like sit a certain way and bite down on a certain thing or whatever and I’m like probably on

understanding 10 of it and so the for the first x-ray was a panorama where

they basically scanned your 360 skull

uh and I ended up having to do that one twice because I was not in the right

position the first time and after the first one I really just wanted to get out and just run out of

there but I’ve come to realize that this mercury in my mouth can cause a lot of potential problems so

I I’ve you know I I was like I’m gonna be willing to do X-rays and then after

the second Panorama they take me to a different room which I had no this is

one of my issues with my wife that she like they gave me the script for what the x-rays were going to be but that

didn’t get translated to me so I didn’t really realize that it was so involved but they basically said

uh I asked the woman I got my phone on it and I had it Translate more X-rays and she said yeah 16 more

which then I was like uh wow I had a

second instinct to just get out but I I figured okay well she did she ended up

doing two and then I was just like wait I still have some kind of sovereignty here so I just I started typing again to

translate you know I I I really only have two teeth that have fillings and that’s only the only teeth

that have uh that I I’m willing to have work done on them so basically I instead

of walking away with uh three well it would have been 17.

but since I did the first one twice I would have been 18 I I was able to get out of there with

I guess four scans you know I just they said I’m gonna ask the doctor and then

we’ll come back and it seemed like the doctor never responded but she’s like so

which one of those ones and and she pulled up the Panorama which shows the the teeth anyway which I could have just

said you know I’m I’ll walk away now what I said was I already paid I don’t care if if you just do the two I just

want to limit my exposure and and she was like which I thought was really I was impressed that she said no

it’s fine uh if you only have two more x-rays then we’ll give you a refund for whatever else and uh you know I I was

able to kind of assert myself but it seems like that first dentist Dentistry Clinic

I don’t know they they had like this whole other thing that they you got to see a periodontist your gums we need to

do a deep cleaning with the ultrasound and all this other stuff and uh you know I know that the person was like an

entry-level person that I was dealing with as far as the consultation so I just know I’m happy that I have you know

these scams in my own email account now and I just have this like further

mission of trying to negotiate someone that will just work on

the teeth that have the Mercury and not try to push other kind of procedural

stuff on me and hopefully sooner rather later and here where it’s cheaper but uh yeah I

don’t I don’t know if this is proper to proper conversation for this setting or

whatever but I just I did feel like a very strong like you’re you’re you’re risking your

life right now potentially unnecessarily because if I was not dealing with the initial

Dentistry clinic and they said we need to see how deep the feelings are

otherwise we can’t start operating and since the one tooth that has a feeling is cracked we need to see if what nerve

damage is going on and if there’s too much nerve damage then we have to do a root canal which I said no definitely

not I’m not having a roof now but uh you know I I I walk away with it kind of

like this kind of like a moment where I just have to put things in the hand of God and just hope that you know my my

own body or whatever is not gonna deteriorate because I I subject to

myself to radiation like willingly but yeah that’s that’s my story from today

man that’s a to me that’s a lot because it’s they’re like right up in your in your body and

you’re the you’re the primary caregiver and they’re gonna find that annoying that you’re trying to be the primary

caregiver but you but you held it sounds like you held that and that’s that’s fantastic

and I I I would even argue that that the radiation that you incurred is

actually going to be fine because it’s because of this Century that you’ve been giving it as far as like what was

happening and how it’s used and things like that there’s gnosis in that in that uh x-ray

and now you have that so the exchange it was an exchange you know it’s like how

much are copies a dollar are you [ __ ] nuts yeah do you want a copy or not like all right fine here’s your dollar but but now you have coffee right so

uh open witness for Brandon I do yeah only because I have really

really a lot of teeth Karma and so I admire that you actually went to a

dentist because that does not seem like it’s in my cards because I am not

willing to put myself through that torture so good for you Brandon that you

did decide to to take care of that and

mate now I have mercury and I’m almost 70 and I’m still alive my whole body is

not working my teeth aren’t working like they would like to be and my nose might be a result of the Mercury I don’t know

so maybe getting that mercury out is really important but listening to your gut

Helen you get the [ __ ] out of here is probably more important

um so just trying never to not listen to that gut because that’s my personal opinion is I wish I

had listened to my God more often so this is definitely resonates because

getting braces having my molars removed having fillings was all against my gut

as a child and you know now I have the agency and the means to potentially undo the damage

of the Mercury but yeah what James is saying it’s like I I have to make these

like really difficult decisions about what I’m willing to subject myself to to

uh to remove the Mercury I’ve had all these ideas of just yanking the damn

teeth out myself after like hearing what I heard from this first clinic and I

thought oh well if I have the x-rays then you know maybe I’ll have a little bit more knowledge of what to do you

know uh but it is it’s it’s a really tricky thing I think the dental school

system is the same as the AMA and I have absolutely no trust in either one of

them you know they told me when I was 24 get to motor wisdom teeth taken out all

that [ __ ] I don’t think is is important I think it’s just part of the vaccine [ __ ] and

um we’ve all been [ __ ] so well yeah sorry go ahead the other thing that

might be helpful is I’ve learned and I don’t know how true it is but I do use it and I’m still alive and then despite

how I look in my teeth I’m actually pretty healthy and functioning is I do

take a bath with Borax that’s all bad borax and epsom salts at

least once a week it’s supposed to pull out all the toxins in your body all the

metals or help you so there may be Alternatives that just it’s kind of like uh producer movement

how bad is mercury is it really that bad I used to play with it when I was a kid

broke a thermometer and my father would teach me well you ‘ll be my bare fingers so

a bad Mercury visits it more [ __ ] it’s just being infused into our brains I don’t have a

clue okay so personally when my tooth cracked with the Mercury yeah it seemed

to cause a bit of uh like ins Insanity almost basically like I wasn’t able to

sleep for like two weeks like I think I actually swallowed a huge chunk of mercury and it probably or inhaled or

whatever the means but that kind of that kind of game and and since the tube

is still cracked you know it gives me even more worry because it’s you know it’s like it seems

like it’s more exposed to be for me to be swallowing it or and inhaling it or

whatever else um but yeah I mean for my son I haven’t let him use a pacifier at all

I hope to never have him see a dentist me and my wife argue about him using a toothbrush I think that salt water is

fine I am familiar with Borax and have tried to use a lot of it in different ways uh as well so uh it’s just kind of

like I just know that if I if I drink water if even if I just become a water faster for the rest of my life

I have to you know until time just takes the mercury into my system one way or

the other like it’s still going to be like an ongoing thing so I I do have a like it’s like the people that have

these ideas about the cathedral like Tesla Tech and all this stuff like it seems to be very reactive with

electricity and stuff like that so I I don’t think that it’s all BS that mercury could be harmful for us but

that’s just my opinion no I agree probably not all Bs but then also don’t forget the power of your own mind it’s

more powerful than anything else to destroy you or to heal you and

that’s where the captains so you decide you know I’ve decided in this ship the

Mercury’s stuck forever even though I mean it’s cracked too and it’s a mess it’s been so I told them that it was I

haven’t seen a dentist since 2004 and like the assistant like she started like

being like she seemed like she was scared of looking in my mouth but yeah I mean I have a extreme

aversion but like I said once this one cracked I just it’s a difficult decision yeah I get it I just keep remembering

your gut your heart and and and you’ll you’ll be fine if you listen to yourself

don’t forget about ASAP don’t be too quick to trade your evils

sometimes that’s the thing too I’m sorry I don’t I don’t Aesop fables

yeah he stops fuels one of them was um don’t be too quick to trade your evils I don’t remember the story but I always

somehow remember the morals and uh that was one of them like you just you know just you’re trying to fix this

one thing and like you’re in Colombia yeah yeah my wife is uh

it’s fun yeah like we are on a farm which is great but it it’s like we are

like we’re right next to Medellin she was born in Medellin and it’s it’s like there’s a

lot of like the next the next lot over this like farm and there’s a farm there’s this a baking lot and then

another Farm kind of ish thing but then if you go like two over there’s an

electric fence and a security gate and condos and stuff like that this is uh

this is a family property that it’s free to stay right now but the real hope is to get like further further much further

away I’m not very comfortable here and my my Spanish is not great and it’s really more about like maybe having the

opportunity to have our own land this place has a lot of meaning to her because her her great grandmother and

her grandfather and you know they like there’s just the same plantains that you

know that were here you know so it’s it’s good to be able to be here for a time but it this is I mean I’m coming

from New York City which is definitely on the the smart and surveillance City

thing or whatever but it’s it’s it’s even though this is Columbia it’s still

very much here too uh so are you just there for your for your teeth or are you do you

guys go there often no no this is this is potentially permanent um as far as as being in the country I

got my resident Visa via my son being born from her

and uh the hope is the Hope was really to be like more towards the Caribbean which I love that area but uh but I

don’t know like maybe like like if I could walk to the beach in two hours I think that’d be great like it but uh

maybe just being in all the way in a mountain completely remote or I don’t know I have

this idea of just I don’t I I don’t think I could pull it off necessarily I don’t know I’ve got a lot of wear and

tear and stuff like I don’t know if I’m the the the what’s a Tarzan or whatever it said just

but I had this idea of just like really trying to get lost like not owning anything just go somewhere where there’s

nobody and I don’t know that’s like that’s like basically based on the fear of

everything that’s been happening but I feel like it kind of makes sense and there’s some weird stuff here

politically with a there’s like a socialist president that’s been put in that’s also a psyop his name is Petro

the the US dollar here has now hit the all-time

high today uh he got elected of two weeks ago or whatever but you know

someone’s one of my neighbors told me in New York City he said like Babylon is

going to follow you wherever you go like and it does sort of feel like that today was a beautiful day like there was a lot

of clouds put not on me but uh Juliana since she she got here about five months

before me and it’s rained almost every single day like and then and we look up and we see the we see the clouds being

formed if you know what I mean you know it does feel like it it might be

impossible to hide or whatever well would Tarzan go to the dentist that’s

what I want to know well that’s the thing Tarzan wouldn’t have gone to the dentist to get the

Mercury feelings I wouldn’t have gone to the dentist to get the Mercury killings but I I gave my agency to my parents for

whatever reasons I mean I guess respect and trying to be the good kid or

whatever I I did a lot of things and a lot of things happened to me on the

count of them and now that I have the opportunity to try to right that wrong

like if they take the Mercury out and don’t do anything else like I’d be totally fine with that if if they say

that the one tooth they can’t work on it all that has the crack two because they would have to do a root canal if they

did that and they’ll just take the Mercury out of the other one I might still utilize the clinic but it seems

like I might have to find uh alternative dentist but I do believe that there’s

got to be people that that have realized that mercury is not healthy for people

and I don’t know I don’t I don’t throw out all of humanity as everybody that’s a dentist is an evil MFR or whatever

so I have a lot of vitriol uh with all the stuff I’ve done to my mouth before I understood more about teeth and what

some of my issues were I mean literally just me grinding my teeth at night instead of wearing a mouth guard is

probably why I have a couple root canals uh that had nothing to do with actual damaged nerves it was just irritation

you know that kind of thing so I I have a lot of personal intro about that stuff but I will say in general As an

interpreter that worked in a lot of Orthopedic fields and watched people make decisions about whether to choose

another Babylon intervention or not um it’s just

most of the time if you’re not having a problem and you ask Babylon to fix a

future could be problem you’re really just asking for problems right now because when they anytime Babylon goes

in with a medical intervention there’s a chance they’re going to cause you problems that you weren’t having before they started

um and so I when I started thinking about the the root canals I’ve had the

wisdom teeth out I’m sure I have feelings from when I was younger um I kind of made a deal with my teeth

that I would just stop [ __ ] them up like I would give them a chance to like be teeth and like regenerate and do

stuff and and kind of be cool with me not [ __ ] them up um and that’s worked pretty good so far

um but I guess the main thing I would really caution is that like Babylon not only battle on medicine not

only is it amazing at finding problems where there are none and trying to offer you a solution

if you go in with not a problem they will just by accident create one it’s

not even necessarily in the level like they can literally just create one because you’re there asking for anything

I hear you though I hear you but what I was trying to say is when the tooth cracked and I ingested the Mercury I

felt the problem like it’s not it’s not an invention that I heard that mercury is bad for you and I want to get the

Mercury out my point is if you get the if they even if you go for the surgery

it’s just as possible that you re-experience the Mercury by the surgery exactly that’s why this this Clinic is

supposed to do a procedure where they ex they basically isolate just the tooth

that they’re working on and remove it safely and then they I I think I could

actually probably try to opt out of the the porcelain if I found the right dentist or whatever else they would try

to refill it with uh but I I like I said it this is just me but my personal

experience is that I think that uh that the Mercury thing is a potential uh

just like you say with the vaccines causing autism or whatever I agree with you that it’s a potential I don’t I

don’t deny that at all but I’m just focusing on potential no no but like I said it broke and I I couldn’t sleep for

like two weeks so it wasn’t a potential and there’s still more there and there’s another tooth that has it and the other

thing I want to mention actually which goes back to something James said maybe three dojos ago about he was researching

uh intercranial bones or whatever I think that a lot of this stuff is

actually causing people to have vision problems and also probably uh

intelligence problems because when the wisdom teeth are supposed to come in your jaw is supposed to grow and when

your jaw grows your skull will grow and I think just like people always say this

generation what the hell is wrong with them or these these young folks or whatever and and it really is I think

the AMA or Babylon medical system or whatever like these kids are Under Fire to such an extreme level that they’re

wearing glasses and they they’re like in it stroller yeah and I never saw

anything like that when I was a kid yeah I I agree it means me too go ahead James

sorry well I don’t want to jump on on your point James and and I I don’t want to disparage anyone who wants to have

positive thoughts about Mercury um I was with data

data growth lost both her breasts and I I really think it was the fillings if she

wouldn’t have gotten her fillings out the moment she got her feelings out all of her cancer went away

but they had already taken her breasts at that point and if it makes you feel any better

Brandon I think that swallowing that mercury is actually safer for your body than keeping it pushed up against the

nerve at the bottom of your root because Mercury is a messenger it’s literally the only electrical conductor

that’s a liquid in room temperature and I don’t want to know what they had

to [ __ ] do to make the Mercury even stay solid in your teeth that it would have to be a completely separate thing

that’s added in there to keep it that way but there’s power in Mercury because

Mercury itself is not inherently evil and Brandon I encourage you if you’re going to go through with this I would

encourage you to tap into that mercury to the messenger and everything that you that you eat is

going to be touching the Mercury and it’s going to go directly into your system much as if you were to inject it

intramuscularly that’s what I think Mercury fillings are doing they’re moving information from what’s in in

your mouth directly bypassing all of this beautiful filtering that we have in

our mucous membrane right our digestive tract that’s why it’s much safer to swallow

that mercury than tape it to your teeth and walk around like oh this is fine

that’s the messenger issues that I think so many people are having do I think Mercury is inherently bad no

but if any of us actually had Mercury installed in our teeth in a religious

ceremony where we charged and and fundamentally called forth the power of

mercury to be installed in this as a messenger no we had some dude that drove a Porsche

that said I get to make [ __ ] thirty five hundred dollars today off this guy’s [ __ ] teeth

and that’s the message that was injected that’s your dentist and he’s a vital

part of this thing you call Healing so believe in your doctor

don’t buy the truth or [ __ ] that everyone’s out to get you don’t use your gut to gauge the dentist who’s

there ask yourself do I trust my life with this guy and if you do then do

fully trust him that means if he wants you to wear a mask you wear a mask that

means if he wants you to have an x-ray you you listen doesn’t mean you have to obey but you listen to that advice

because you want to install the trust bridge between YouTube and have that interaction

and I think just even saying I’m concerned about these x-rays sets up your immune the immune system more than

we even know right now to where it’s like okay I’m ready for an x-ray and the spleen’s like well wait what’s

good so it’s gonna be okay explain we really need to get a picture of this just uh just hold general quarters posture two and go and now your body’s

ready for an x-ray and your body can do the same thing by be ready for mercury but it’s going to have to hold that state for the rest of

his [ __ ] life right and all the messages that come to you are going to travel through that

mercury so it’s not inherently bad but it is creating a fully sound powered

phone directly from the outside of your body into the inside of your body and it’s weird because the blood vein

barrier or epidermis every single other part of our body tells us hey no no you

want to get something in the body you put it in the [ __ ] mouth like everyone else you put it in the mouth and let it digest you don’t [ __ ]

stick it in a needle in here you let it digest slowly we’ll decide if we want it because that’s what your body does it

decides if it wants it so swallowing that mercury 99 of it just gets pooped

out your body’s like I ain’t touching this you nuts I’m not touching that so that’s actually a better place to

keep it Open Mic anyone else open window sorry

uh well James the only problem is some of that could be inhaled and that could

be the problem when they remove it too but I think if you inhale it to your lungs that’s when you can end up having

like it it might not necessarily go to the digestion I can go through the respiratory tract

well I didn’t even consider that it could be turned into a gaseous form somehow so again yeah I I’m more trying

to just talk about the posture of it Brandon I I know that you’re the best Captain to decide exactly what’s best

and as long as you have full electricity when you’re making those decisions that’s absolutely the right decision

every time all times including my uh including my friend who lost her breasts

there’s no [ __ ] way I could have changed her mind about that there’s no [ __ ] way because you know how I know because I

[ __ ] try [ __ ] try and during covet she had two masks on

she’s still there anyone else

can I just ask what is dojo at seven o’clock every Wednesday and Friday now

instead of 12 30. uh we do Wednesday night Dojo from 7 until 8 30 we’re now a

minute over and then we do Friday afternoon JoJo from 12 30 to 2 and that’s pretty much been our schedule so

we got a day Joe Joe Friday and a nightclub for Wednesday okay cool thanks

all right guys thank you so much for a great conversation um I’m wide open about Mercury by the way

I’m just telling you what I’ve experienced and I can’t actually prove to you what I know happened to Audrey

but man my gut [ __ ] tells me that’s what it was that’s just that’s what it [ __ ] was

but my gut’s not your gut right and Dr Tom Cowan thinks the Blood band barrier is

probably a myth I’ve never heard that that’s fascinating Robin I’ll have to check into that all right guys let’s unmute say goodbye thanks for being here

stick with your crap Brandon good night everybody everybody

love you all bye everybody good night

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